naturalkiss66's Journal

Last 3 weekends
kk...so i havent updated in a while...i sorta update my xanga...but eh not that often. But i am like REALLY bored right now so i think i will.
(copy + paste from xanga) :
Friday, May 13: uh oh...friday the 13th. lol surprisingly nothing that bad happened. Went to school, after school went downtown to the M.A.C store and got my makeup done there. it looked cute, just kinda lil too much cuz they used like really bright colors. then i went home, changed and went out again, back downtown. met up with Brooke, Anna, Irene, and Ori. We walked around a lil and went to chipotle, saw Sarah levine there and then later we saw Sarah jaffe. So then sarah left and we went back to shopping. Stopped by Macy's cuz i needed something to wear for Saturday and a bought a really cute brown top. afterwards, i just went home cuz i was super tired.

Saturday, May 14: Woke up hella early cuz i couldnt sleep at all. Then just hung out around the house for a few hours. Then at 1ish i went over to sharon's house, and Ruth was there too. And they told me about the event that morning. Then Rachel came over and we left for SF. We got there at about 2:30ish and went shopping on Height St. and it was like so scary there. Then we took a cab to Geary St. and met up with George and Victor. But those losers only stayed for like 10 mins and then they left. and then like 10 mins later Victor comes back without George. And Brooke also showed up. So then we took a bus over to the beach and when we got there it was that whole russian community again. And later some hella gangster people came with like bats and shit, and they started mugging us. So we just decided that it was stupid and left. We walked around and then they decided that they wanted to eat at this really nasty place. *ew*. And then me, rachel, and Brooke left, with Mike and Jon to go get a Muni to take to Bart. And we just went home.

Sunday, May 15: Again had to wake up hella early and go over to Sevda's house. Met up with Milli there. Then we went over to Safeway to buy some food for Mira's Surprise Party. Then we went to go kidnap Mira from work and i wasnt allowed to talk. And they stuck a paper bag over her head. So when we got there, Sevda's mom dropped off Milli, Sevda, and Mira and some ice cream place. And then i went over to the park to help set up. and people were already there. So then like 15 mins later they brought Mira over to the park and we all surprised her. It was really cool. And it was really fun. Then i just went home and slept cuz i was just uber exahausted.

Monday - Thursday, May 16-20: Sucked...just school...nothing all that interesting.

Friday, May 21: Really didnt do anything. No one could relaly hang out after school...so i just went home and relaxed like hella. And then at night i took my laptop and put it next to my bath and took a super long bubble bath and watched a movie from my comp <33333 like whoa.

Saturday, May 22: So i wake up and get online at like 11:30 and Irene im's me and she's like "so when am i and brooke supposed to come over" and im huh? ur coming over...uh OK! sure! So i just told them to come at like 5ish and sharon too. So at like 5ish brooke, sharon, irene, and ruth show up at my house to get ready for Amanda's party. We got hella prettied up and it was just mucho fun cuz sharon just went so crazy with my camera and took pictures of like every single person in every single position known. hehe. So then we are leaving the house and we took hella pictures outside and we finally left and got to Amanda's party. Which was kinda weird cuz i have never even met her, and i was at her sweet 16. But Irene invited us. so oh well....So yea...it was like super fun. At first it was like hella awkward cuz we didnt know anyone there. But then it got a lil better once we decided it would be fun to pretend we were drunk and on like hella drugs. So we figured that we would never see the Clayton Valley people again. So we just went around and grabbed like every single guys ass. and they would just turn around and we would walk away. it was so fuckin funny! ahh i loved it. And then we started bring out chairs and hella giving lap dances. and the girls there were just giving us the most dirtiest looks, like "SLUTS!!!" but oh well...it was hella fun!. Pretty soon we got HELLA people into. and there was like a line forming for lap dancing, and we were like "oh hell no!!!" well ok...not really but it kinda died soon. And Irene got her first lapdance. hehe. It was like super fun. But then at like 10ish we decided that we were sorta bored and wanted to go get drunk. So we left amanda's party and stood in the parking lot for like hella figuring out what to do. and pretty soon we decided that we would go to my house, since my parents werent home, get some alcholol, and then go over to brooke's and hang out there. But once we got to brooke's, we called up ori and he told us that there would be a party. So me, ruth, and Irene decided that we hella wanted to go. So he drove us over there and we so we are coming into the house and the girl who was throwing the party was like "hell no, get out of my hosue, get out of my house NOW!" and we were like...ok...so we just go back to ori's car. and start calling like everyone we know. But since it was like 12 at night...everyone was either alseep or at a party. SO we were kinda screwed. SO ori decided that he wanted to go back for some reason. So he did...And he told the girls something. and they decided that they would let us in...even tho we hella didnt want to go back cuz it was just hella awkward. we ended up doing it anyways. So we get tehre and we just start smoking and drinking. and i got high for the FIRST time. :) <3333 and so we were like super drunk and me, ruth, irene, and ori were sitting in the backyard and this guy comes out and we couldnt remember his name, so he started calling us bitches and shit, so then he tried to pick a fight with Ruth. And he was like "Come on bitch, come on punch me, come on punch me, punch me, blah blah blah" and so ruth "punched" him. But she like barely even touched him. (i dont know if you have met ruth, but she cant punch,(I LOVE YOU RUTHY!)) So he goes back inside and tells his friends. SO then Jeff comes outside and is like "pack up ur shit, ur leaving". so we were like,...is he kidding?? but he comes out again and says it again, and then some like dumb bitch comes outside and is like "we dont even know you what the fuck are you still doing here, fuckin get out of here now! blah blah blah" and we were like, fuck, whatever we will leave, so we go out the back cuz we didnt want to go through the house. So we are just sitting in ori's car for like a hour and none of were sober enough to drive. so we are just sitting there. And its like 3:30 in the morning and we could go to sleep cuz we were so drunk. and ori decides that he is sober, which he was. SO she decides that we should just sneak into his house and crash there. So we drive over there and just sneak in and try to fit 4 people on his bed. Which just didnt really work out.

Sunday, May 23: So then at 6 in the morning we go over to brooke's house and get ready for the car wash. Then we head over there and it turned out so good! there were hella cars and it was just fun being with my girls and like just randomly spraying each other with the hose. So then after the car wash. I was supposed to go home but i didnt really have a ride. So brooke told me that she could just take me to the perspective event and then i could walk home from there cuz i live like a block away. so i went to the event and was planning on just staying until perspectives get there so i could say hi to everyone and then leaving. Since i was actually supposed to be at the event. But then i got to talking with some people and they said that its just stupid and that i should just stay, and everyone agreed that i should stay that it wasnt a big deal. But there was just one person we made it into a big deal, which it was shouldnt have been. But whatever i just ended up staying so whatever. And it was like really fun. and they played towanga ball, but called it "driedle ball". It was so fun to see the guys like picking up the girls all over the place. hehe. And there were a few little programs and mixers. But i didnt do them cuz i wasnt actually supposed to be there. But whatever. So then after the event i just went home at like 4. But i get home and find my mom having this like huge barbeque/pool party. and im like hmm...ok...there were like hella people. But yea...i didnt really pay attention to them.

Monday-thursday, May 24-27: Nothing exciting...just school.

Friday, May 28: After school, me, sevda, milli, and mira went downtown. like the usual. we went shopping and trying clothes on at bebe. and just shit like that. then we went to go see madagascar. which is just like SUCH a cute movie. Then i got home at like 10. and just went to sleep cuz i was just exhausted.

Saturday, May 29: really not an exciting day. There was a Mean Girls Event at brooke's house. SO we went over there and watched the movie, and then watched like a part of the special features and had a convo about it. Then afterwards i just ended up going home and not really doing anything. kinda sorta sucked. a lot. but oh well...

Sunday, May 30: Woke up hella late, and went over to nicole's life, got lost on the way there so i was really fustrated. It was so sad to see Nicole take life. I just cant do it. like i cant. I am so not a change person. i just cant do it. Change scares me so much. and seeing all the seniors taking life is just killing me. it really is. Knowing that they are leaving next year. and that i am gonna be a junior and that i have to grow up another year and become a upperclassmen. just scares the shit out of me. it weird. everyone at school is so excited about summer and about the year ending and i just really dont want it to end. at all. i just hate thinking about it. ew. im done. SOOO...after nicole's life rachel dropped me off at home with mira and we sorta kinda got ready. and then rachel and sharon came over and we got ready together. Then we went over to CLUB LIBERTY!!! the teen club in walnut creek. So we got to cut the whole line cuz rachel has connections. But inside was just ridiculous. there was just TOO many people and it was just SOO fuckin hot!!!! and there was this black girl we me and sharon have known since middle school we appartenly her and sharon got in a fight in 8th grade. So she still has a grudge. and since she knew me, she tried to fight me too. She just randomly she started like pushing me and then like all of a sudden she like "stop fuckin pushing me bitch" and i just turn around cuz i can tell shes about to like fight or something. So i just ignore her and she just pushes and i walk away. cuz i was having a good time at the club and i wasnt about to get kicked out cuz of some bitch that is just bored so she wants to to fight. and besides i was scared cuz this girl was hella BIG and she prob could have kicked my ass easily. so yea. It was just hella scary in there and there were hella fights and i just like really didnt like it. and yea. But the "the team" played which was just fuckin awesome cuz they are awesome and there was like a huge mob of people. but they closed down the club at 10:30 cuz there was so many people trying to start fights and shit and there were hella drunk people. So they just closed it down, even tho it was supposed to go till 12. but whatever. We went out to applebee's and then i went home. And rachel drove me home, and i beginning to feel really bad about her driving me home, cuz she has been doing it a lot lately and i feel really bad, so im not gonna ask her for rides anymore. but yea...It was hella awkward tho. cuz i walk into the house and my mom is like "BREATHE!! BREATHE NOW!!! have you been drinking, are you drunk" and im like "no, why would you think that??" she was just like on something. Cuz i dont even know why she thought i was drinking. but i wasnt so its all good.

So yea...That just about it...whoa! hella long entry. if you read this whole thing...whoa i applaud you. k well it 2:30 in the morning. im going to sleep. byebye